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I Had To Realize The Most Important Person to Me Was Me
From my own personal opinion i was never really to much focused on what was important to me or what would make me happy or what i liked to do . but i was more so focused on being the teenager or girl that my parents wanted and or my techers wanted and being so focused on that i kindve forgot that in the process of being a presentable person they wanted i wasnt including what I wanted . and in the end i kinda began to get lost in myself because i started to realize what i was trying to obtain wasnt far but it wasnt soemthing i felt i had to get to so soon and it made me very depressed maybe ,feeling left behind , or not my best basiclly
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fortantly i realized that the most important opinion on myself is my own if im happy in my skin and satisfied its nice to get opinions and some ideas from people but i will never agin try and force myself to be what i cant . im 15 and have alread exsperienced so much in my life i feel as if im writing as a 5o year old woman . lol but yeah follow your hear im in the process of doing so .
music is my life . poetry is my heart . i lov emy words and exspressing exactly how i feel in them . i lov being discriptive and writing down every single thought . poetry is also very thereputic for most people beignable to stimualte your mind and ge everything out instead of allways holding things in . well thats just my opinion .
BUT . .
fortantly i realized that the most important opinion on myself is my own if im happy in my skin and satisfied its nice to get opinions and some ideas from people but i will never agin try and force myself to be what i cant . im 15 and have alread exsperienced so much in my life i feel as if im writing as a 5o year old woman . lol but yeah follow your hear im in the process of doing so .
music is my life . poetry is my heart . i lov emy words and exspressing exactly how i feel in them . i lov being discriptive and writing down every single thought . poetry is also very thereputic for most people beignable to stimualte your mind and ge everything out instead of allways holding things in . well thats just my opinion .
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Permalink Reply by Jack Knight on -
Very Good anisa, thats from the heart
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Permalink Reply by Lynn Danielle Treasure on -
Youthful truths! I think we all go through phases of personal development, just like the body - its cells regenerate every 7 years! Thanks Anisa for sharing and reminding old folks like me to stay true to my heart's calling!
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Permalink Reply by Daniela Hoeche on -
I know exactly where you are talking about and I know this pressure trying to be what others especially the people you love wants you to be. I also lost myself for a long time because I tried to go a road that others thought it’s the right one for me. But I decided one day to find my own one and found back to me and I will never change again just to fit into a picture others have of me. I also write every thought down and I feel free with doing it but more important than that it let me understand things I haven’t seen or understood before. Its my heart and my soul they are laying on a paper and words make them visible and never I will be unvisible again. Thank you for sharing your thoughts with us.
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