Speeding Racing ...My Heart Beating... Argueeing (( My Head Spinning)) ... to be continued
1-8-2010 I am going to take myself back 13&1/2 years ago
He walked in the room tall dark and handsome, it was my fairy tale. Not a Cinderella, Not a Snow white, story, it was my fairy tale. LL Cool J’s Hey Lover hit pumped in the background. I must have been 13 years old at the time. We instantly had a connection from the first stare. His lips touched mine; his kiss was gentle and simple, it was like we both didn’t want it to end. To be continued.....
1-9-2010
In response to my last nights post, I feel like I have told this story a million and 2 many times, but I luv it! As he is still standing by my side, not letting me outta his sight till this day!!
* Music is my first Love * ~ it flows in my ears to my soul touches my heart and stimulates my mind ~ *makes me wanna dance or sing or relax
On 12-30-09 I sat @ my dest @ work and as I listened to the song, I just wondered,
have you Ever felt every word in a song & it made you think of someone,
I tend to do this a lot. Especially with this song:
Artist: Alicia Keys
Song: Try Sleeping with a Broken Heart
Even if you were a million miles away
I could still feel you in my bed
Near me, touch me, feel me
And even in the bottom of the sea
I can still hear inside my head
Telling me, touch me, feel me
And all the time you were telling me lies
So tonight I’m gonna find a way to make it without you
Tonight I’m gonna find a way to make it without you
I’m gonna hold onto the times that we had
Tonight I’m gonna find a way to make it without you
Have you ever tried sleeping with a broken heart
Well you can try sleeping in my bed
Lonely, only, nobody ever shut it down like you
You wore the crown, you make my body feel heaven-bound
Why don’t you hold me, need me, I thought you told me
You’d never leave me
Looking in the sky I can see your face
And i knew right where I’d fit in
Take me, make me
You know that I’ll always be in love with you
Right til the end
So tonight I’m gonna find a way to make it without you
Tonight I’m gonna find a way to make it without you
I’m gonna hold onto the times that we had
Tonight I’m gonna find a way to make it without you
Anybody could have told you right from the start
It’s bout fall apart
So rather than hold onto a broken dream
Or just hold onto love
And I could find a way to make it
Don’t hold on too tight
I’ll make it without you tonight
So tonight I’m gonna find a way to make it without you
Tonight I’m gonna find a way to make it without you
I’m gonna hold onto the times that we had
Tonight I’m gonna find a way to make it without you
Ramdomly thinking of him... I write :
(( The very last kiss was soft, as his hands gentley held my face close to his... As he pulled me closer into his arms it was his warm embrace that took me on a journey to another planet and I believe the connection between the two us was so electric we both where feeling every bit of chemisty love, lust, and anything that the mind could allow two people to share. As we became one our connection was incredibly hot. Seeing our reflection in the mirror, sweat pouring off our bodies, after a long work out we fell asleep...... As his finger tips drifted away from my hand, I felt it all slip away. It was then I woke up and that night I slept alone, as the tears fell down my face, missing his embrace, his words flowing in my ear with soft whispers of wisdom, they were like food to my brain. Missing him is all I can do as I let it all slip away... All I can do now is remember the good times, and smile that I was able to share a moment like this with someone so remarkably devine. )) Mr. Anonymous I will always love you! Peace
~ Kiela