The Racoon Eyed Demon Reign!

i see her. with her eyes she follows me, sitting still in the attic room corner. i blink, and she's closer, and i blink again, and she's gone!
behind me. breathing on me, silently ordering me to stay still.
and in pleasant shock, i do.

i hate her, but if she told me to jump i'd ask her how high,
and if she commanded me to touch the sky, i'd fly
not letting a moment get by.
i'd die!
just for her sweet touch of fear.
because deep down inside of me she's all i can hear.
and i get freezing goosebumps as soon as she's near
but i sit there, I'm frozen, and she melts my tears.

i want to go back to when she wasn't there.
i want to destroy her, i will! i don't dare!
but then she excited me with that hurtful stare
and in plain amusement i stand there and glare.
i just cannot bear
i don't think it's fair
i'd choke her and stab her
i never would care.
but she stroke my hair in the kindest of ways.
and slaughtered my thoughts, and cut open my veins.
she bit off my tongue, and swallowed my ears.
and thats why there's nothing,

there's nothing i fear.